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stuck
03:07
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I count the steps from my house to yours To see if my legs are longer than before I’m glad I started wearing shoes that fit
My head is to heavy for you to cradle
Kick my shins from under the table
I was too scared of it
The worst year of your life started when you met me You say I shouldn’t take it personally
But I can’t cry and you can’t stop
I love you but I know that you feel stuck
I’m more myself while lying on the floor
Sometimes there’s nothing to say
At least I’m not faking anymore
Oh you love me today
But something has to change
Don’t want you to feel stuck but I want you to stay
Force my tears out to look in the mirror
This is what it’d look like if I really cared Cover up the wounds when I talk to you Cause that’s what I always do
That’s what I always do
The worst year of your life started when you met me You say I shouldn’t take it personally
But the smiling is fake and I’ve mastered it And so have you, you just don’t want to admit it
Can’t tell if I love enough
I’ve never been good at this stuff
I can feel the growing resentment
But I’m too afraid to end it
Can’t tell if I love enough
I’ve never been good at this stuff
I can feel the growing resentment
But I’m too afraid to end it
Do you feel stuck?
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without me
04:48
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I thought i was close to healing
Until i saw you this evening
Your hand in mine brings a hopeless feeling
I thought I said what I meant
I thought we could just be friends
But I can’t stop thinking bout who your seeing
I dont mind don’t stop living your life
It’s all my fault so why don’t I feel right
I got your texts I saw you were with your friends
They’d be mine too if I hadn’t let it end
I finally cut a fringe
You always said I wouldn’t so I did
But I pushed it back I’m waiting for it to grow out again
I guess I felt too safe
It didn’t sit right with my brain
I don’t wanna hear you’re name
I don’t mind don’t stop living your life
It’s all my fault so why don’t I feel right
I got your text I saw that you were with your friends
They’d be mine too if I hadn’t let it end
Thought it’d just be a change in routine
But I’ve got no motivation to do anything
As long as you’re happy that’s all I say you see
But I don’t want you to be happy without me
I don’t mind don’t stop living your life
It’s all my fault so why don’t I feel right
How can I get you out of my mind
It’s all my fault so I’ll just sleep alone tonight
I got your text I saw that you were with your friends
They’d be mine to if I hadn’t let it end
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you
02:51
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It’s night again
It’s night again
Why don’t you sleep when I do
It’s late again
it’s late again
I think of you I think of you I think of you
I would like you to love me
And I’d like to remember you
I closed my eyes now it’s later on
And everything about you is new
I would like you to love me
And I’d like to remember you
I closed my eyes now it’s later on
And everything about you is new
I tried again
I tried again
Now I know better
I’m tired again
I’m tired again
I never meant to upset her
I would like you to want me
And I’d like to love you too
I sleep to much now I don’t care enough
It’s not you it’s not you it’s not you
I would like you to want me
And I’d like to love you too
I sleep to much now I don’t care enough
It’s not you it’s not you it’s not you
I would like you to love me
And I’d like to remember you
I closed my eyes now it’s later on
And everything about you is new
I would like you to want me
And I’d like to love you too
I sleep to much now I don’t care enough
It’s not you it’s not you it’s not you
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4. |
palm of your hand
03:04
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I went cause I was lonely
Not cause I wanted to get drunk
And You didn’t wait for me
When I got there you were already fucked
I shouldn’t drink on these meds
By now I don’t think I want to catch up
Sitting back watching your friends
Throwing a dirty ping pong ball in your cup
You said you don’t want me to hate you anymore
I know I don’t cause trust me I wish I did
You don’t believe me while I hold your hair back and you’re throwing up on the floor
I could’ve stayed home but why would I miss out on this
You threaten to jump again
And This time I almost let you
We talk about the end
And how I could never understand how much you’ve been through
Why do you look so smug
When you’re telling me how horrible I am
You won’t leave without a hug
And here I am in the palm of your hand
You said you don’t want me to hate you anymore
I know I don’t cause trust me I wish I did
You don’t believe me while I hold your hair back and you’re throwing up on the floor
I could’ve stayed home but why would I miss out on this
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